When asked what the happiest moment in my life is, I would tell the moment I rethought happiness that people define as standards that everyone else uses. It is said that a happiness is to make fruits that comes from reaching goals. So, each of people sets goals or dreams including wealth, honor and others and is eager for the fruit. And I was one of them who thought and did such until I experienced a chance encounter.
The most important thing in my life ? Desire영어문법 이강정교수님60102384 이혜주It is said that when leaving one’s mind empty or deserving desires, people can be free out of life. However I can understand the meaning of this sentence, I don’t want to agree with that. Living in the 21-st-century, I really admire how modern technology advances this much and how a civil society has been highly evolved through the revolution of civil. I believe this changes is attributed to human desire to achieve anything. So, I think the most important thing in my life is a desire and people should continuously desire and dream rather than leave their mind empty or deserve desires.Recently, I watched the classic movie ‘A streetcar named a desire’. This movie shows people are taking a streetcar named a desire and can get off there only after death. That is, a desire is so natural and is inseparable from a mind of human being. therefore, I want to talk about my life full of desires.When these days students are asked what they desire and dream,They would be hesitated or would simply answer ‘rich’. Although the number of jobs has increased steadily, they don’t have any dreams or only yearn for earning much money regardless of jobs and dreams. But, money doesn’t make people happy. Maybe a happiness would come when people fill their desires step by step. Actually, up until a few years ago, I was also one of students who want to be rich and couldn’t imagine my future. Most people might have an experience of being forced to have know your aptitude or have at least one dream. I was no exception.In 2010, I was nervous waiting for the results of an entrance examination. although I tried to look for the major that will suit my aptitude, I couldn’t find my desire of a dream because I hadn’t known myself exactly. Finally, I decided to have a major of computer engineering even though I was not interested in computer at all. Unfortunately, After entering the university, I couldn’t adapt to study the subjects of science and math which I had never learn in high school.to tell the conclusion first, I have two majors now. one is the major of digital media and the other is the major of English literature as second major. The reason is that desires in my mind have me totally changed.One day, I had an inspiring experience three years ago. I was watching the documentary program ‘MBC LOVE(사랑)’. It was the first time to feel ashamed watching the TV. One girl who was admitted to the hospital for Meningitis appeared as a main. she underwent a lot of operations. Sadly, she did not have parents or relatives at all to take care for her. But, she smiled at all people and greeted with them open warms, saying ‘I am happy’. But, she was not here. Maybe she is smiling in the heaven. She was free from illness and the operations.I seriously asked myself why I am not happy and haven’t desired anything. I finally realized what I needed to do and what I am well worth of helping with other people. that was my desire.“Where there is no desire, there will be no industry.” - MichelangeloI don’t passively accept the given circumstances anymore. Rather, I keep focus on the inner desire. I am satisfied with my study of the major and think it was the best decision in my life to change to the major of digital media. After graduating from the university, I will take the employment exam of the broadcasting station to be a PD of the documentary program like MBC 사랑. At least, I think the government should have taken appropriate action on this kind of case and I am going to produce a documentary program to announce the public and the government the dark side of modern society. generally, I want to change a society to live together with our neighbor.Some people may say ‘face up to the reality’ but considering a beginning of all self-made man it did not sense at all to me.Looking back, I realized that a desire was the motive of life until now. Unless I get off a streetcar named desire, I will still desire.